Many of you are probably wondering, "who is Layla? Why is she so consumed with this little girl?" Well, for some reason I happened to come across this cute website on Friday, I had posted previously about, called, Laylagrayce.com. On this website, which was named after her, there were links for a twitter, facebook and blog page about the little girl. Later, after giving my sister the website and having her text me that she was crying her eyes out, I decided to really read the blog. That was last night...Oh my goodness, I couldn't stop crying. I couldn't wrap my mind around how strong this family was for going through this with their two year old little girl...one of the most beautiful baby girls I've ever laid my eyes on...they talked about their journey with finding out Layla had cancer, to finding more tumors back in January and realizing that it was terminal. I was hysterical. Her parents strength, faith, and love for life has amazed me, its unbelievable how positive and together they have managed to keep it as normal as possible and together, for their two other little girls who are 3 and 9. I have prayed over and over for the siblings and parents and most of all for Layla to no longer be in pain with her battle of cancer. Then I got the twitter news this morning, "Layla went to play with the angels early this morning. Rest in peace precious Layla." I was hysterical...I couldn't fathom losing my baby girl and felt so much sadness for her and her family. I didn't even know her and my heart was and still is literally breaking for her and the family. I am telling you this and sharing this with you because she has touched my life in a way I could never put into words...but I am going to try.
God showed me this website for a reason...whatever that was, I want to take from it what I can. I don't believe in coincidences but in God's plan. He is showing me and so many others how easy it is to take life's moments, the smallest of moments and not take them for granted. To enjoy our moments as mommies, wives, daughters, aunts, etc. Layla has shown me that Rhowan is the greatest blessing God has ever given to me, she has made me happier than I've ever been in my entire life. My purpose is to be a mom and I want to do it with grace and patience. There is nothing more important than the families we build. This little girl had a different purpose and God brought her story into so many of our lives for a greater reason. I am aching for her and her family and so sad, but trying to have the faith her parents do to help me understand this. I am trying to look at the positive and not focus on the "what ifs" and tragic things that can happen. I have prayed and prayed for Layla and her family, I have learned to love in the moment and enjoy the moments I have in the presence of them happening. To not live with regret, or impatience of Rhowan crying, because at least I have a healthy daughter to cry for me and for me to care for.
I could go on for weeks, days, hours, paragraphs, about this story, its meaning and the impact its had on me. I am so touched, beyond words. I want to spread the word to you guys, to help donate if you can, you can log onto the family blog and read back to the beginning if your heart can stand it. http://laylagrace.org/ on this blog you can donate using the paypal link, you can go to any Wells Fargo and donate to Layla Grace Marsh Donation account, you can also email them at fightforlayla@gmail.com. I am seeing what I can do to get involved and help with the family and other families who are suffering from this same cancer Neuroblastoma.
Thank you for listening, keep your thoughts and prayers for Layla and her family. She is no longer in pain and a guardian angel to her sisters and mommy and daddy. RIP Layla Grace Marsh. You have touched my life and have forever made an impact.
It is not the challenges that God brings us, but how we come out of them that make who we are and the life we live. God has challenged me with many things, nothing compared to others', however, my marriage with TJ couldn't be better and our family and happiness with one another is the most amazing thing we could have ever asked for.
I love you all and thank you for being in our life. I am counting our blessings each and every day.
Love,
The Bruce's
I totally agree with you sis! I feel there is something that brought me to read about her story and since I have, I have looked at everything in my life in an entirely different perspective. I was consumed I signed up for twitter to hear her updates, followed her blog daily and prayed more than I have in a very long too,I too have shed many tears for this little girl and her family and am determined not to stop sharing her story. I would love to try to raise money for the family I think that is something we should check into. We are all very blessed and I would love to give back in Layla's honor! I think God has a plan for us now it's our turns to take the bull by the horns and run with it!!! I LOVE YOU xoxo
ReplyDeleteI know...let's make that our project and promise to Layla. I will start drafting a letter tonight. I started researching and want to become involved at children's hospitals or research foundations, something...I will not let this lesson go unforgotten or without a purpose.
ReplyDeleteLayla's story was heartwrenching, but very touching. Her strength and spirit are truly inspiring... my heart goes out to her family. Thanks for sharing Heather and let me know what you find out in regards to getting involved. I'd like to help:)
ReplyDeleteGive the munchkin a big hug and kiss from us! Hopefully I will see you both tomorrow:)
XOXO
Belia